"I can't sleep. And it's already late. Very very late I guess. I just talked to Faisal on the phone earlier. I felt different. My heart felt heavy that is. I can't believe he's far from me. The fact that he already moved away did not get me until today. I was living in denial. I just don't want to face the fact. But I finally realize it now and finally accept that he is no longer living near me whenever I need him. He no longer can send me home from work. He no longer can ride his bike in front of my house just to say hello. We can no longer hang out at the nearest mamak stall til late and get back home just in time before my curfew. He asked me just now when will we meet again? I was sad. It is so hard to meet him after this. I was so used to seeing him everyday and every week and seeing him was so easy before. Now that he moved to a place far away from me, everything have to be planned earlier. No more spontaneous rendezvous. *sigh*. I don't think I will be happy much."
P/s: KJ I hate youuu!!!!!
8 comments:
u got curfew ka?
skang kene blk bfore 12..
mak aku yg tetapkan..
kalo tak kene kawin..
(MWHAHAHAHA)
sedihnya. no more squad avanza after this. :(
this is so sad
i remember faisal is always there al da time
kita gi kedai la
J.J la
mapley la
mali's la
rase pelik bila faisal dok kelana jaya
sabar muk
nanti kite jumpe k mukss
ema, tu la no more squad avanza..
camne nk lepak shisha lagi???
muk, sedih~~
bole tak hang jadi personal driver aku plak pasni??
boley muk tapi aku lebih
sedih bila mak aku tak nak lepaskan blm yang aku bayar tiap2 bulan
dia kate naik train kan selamat
ape maknenye ada kete
;(
cianye ira.. tp ape la sgt kj tu kalu nk dibandingkan ngn baling..
so u still lucky la..
biler nk jmpe ni
muk, sedih la hang ckp mcm tu..
nnt i try to drive my car n drive to u k..
meena, ye la tp at least die duk KL gak kan..huhu..
jumpe la bile2 mase pun..awk bwk kete amik kt la..
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