sad thoughts

sometimes when i sleep, i dreamed of my parents gone away from me.
in that dream, i cannot face the fact and felt very sad and melancholic.
i grieve all day and couldn't do anything without my mind focused.
i felt that i couldn't live without them and there's emptiness inside of me.
the feeling of losing someone you love and care and cherish is so overbearing
you just want to give your life up.
i kept crying in my dream.
i can't believe the feeling is so real.
i thought it was really happening.



when i woke up, i was shocked by the experience.
i was glad it was not real.
however, the sadness does not leave, i can still feel it.
when i touch my cheeks, there's tears streaking down heavily.
i've been crying in my sleep.
it happens a lot.









probably because i love them so much...