haish..tonight is predicted to be the night of "lailatul Qadar".
it is the time for Muslims to do their best in their worships to Allah so that they can be granted forgiveness from the sins they've done.
i never thought of it that much. i never thought of preparing my body and soul to grasp this moment of holiness.
i never do. i always thought that the night is very vague and it's hard to really pin-point the right night. i just gave up. and seek other refuge.
but tonight, my parents kind of make a big fuss about it.
they don't want to miss this special night and encourage me to follow them.
i'm up to it. deep down i too need to seek forgiveness from what i've done in my life.
i can't say i'm proud of what i have become.
i know i could do and be better. only that circumstances refrain me from doing and being so. (i'm blaming the circumstances.)
well, i've done what i could have done and i let the rest fall on God's good judgement's hand.
i really wanted to be a better person. i wish i am a better person.
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- iwa xaqi
- ordinary. nothing extraordinary. just a little bitchy at heart. but will never admit it. i'm pretty nice n nerdy. u nice to me. i nice to u. it's that simple.
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ira. u cant blame circumstances for what u have become.
if u achieve something then would u credite circumstances?
I dont think so. hurm. i've done a lot of bad things also. i always pray (as in berdoa) that He will open my heart and makes me repent for all my sins.
maybe i shud pray harder. cos i dont think He hears what i'm asking for.
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